as ive grown older, over the last three years of getting to know my mom really well and spending so much time with her. fighting with her. sharing my mind, thoughts- i understand that no matter what i miss my mom when shes not around to annoy and that i love her so much. and although i may not agree with more than half the things she tells me or says. and that i lose my patience with her far more than i should. i find that when im sad she is sad with me too. and is happy in my happiness. same with my siblings. theres no other love like that.  thats the best thing about ure family. no matter what happens, they are your support and will love you no matter what. i feel blessed and grateful.  Alhamdullilah.